Struggling...

I've always been a natural/DIY skincare girlie. I really don't care for those stupid 50thousand step skincare routines. It's weird and excessive and honestly, terrible for the planet AND your skin. Just saying...

 Ugh. Ever since I was a teen (like middle school?) I wanted to soo badly have a YouTube channel. Y'all remember those old school girly vids? Girlhood was so fun, huh? I miss those days sometimes. 

I think I know where it all went wrong, though. 

YouTubers started off as teens/young adults. They weren't rich yet. They were just regular people that made interesting videos. Once they got rich/famous, it all became about what they could sell to us and it made YT a really boring place full of fake people and ads. 

I never started said YT channel because I didn't have any confidence. I didn't feel comfortable recording myself, hearing the sound of my own voice was out of the question, and I simply didn't think anyone cared about anything I had to say or show. Now that I have this confidence, I'm really struggling to get myself to do it. I've recorded clips, talked into the camera, and even put TWO videos together but I just don't feel proud enough to share them.

I know, I know!

It's silly and I should just post what I've got because with time and practice, I'll get better at everything but sometimes it's just hard to remember that.

Good things take time, practice, and patience. 

Do you think I've posted on YT since I wrote this here??

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Dany