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Today is Dec. 17 and we're getting close to wrapping up another year. Another year has passed us by; everything just a memory of the past. :( I'll miss these days, I'm sure of it!
This year was really hard for me but definitely not as hard as other years passed. I've decided to fully commit to the blogging thing and I'm still thinking about the whole YT thing. YouTube feels a little more vulnerable, no? Well, it feels a lot more vulnerable to me so I just want to take my time deciding if that's something I actually want to do. The blog though, is still fully on, if not a bit more than before? Idk.
I really enjoy writing and what else should I write about other than my own life? I'm living it, so why not?
I also really want to document my last year as a stay at home mom. As much as I'd love to have another baby, I just don't think that's gonna happen and I don't want to waste any time thinking about the things that could be, I want to give my all to what already exists. Seems a bit more logical.
2025 was also the year I started taking antidepressants for the first time in my life. I think we would all agree that I probably should've started medication/antidepressants a long long time ago but hey, better late than never, right? So, huge shout out to my mental health providers that helped me make it through another year AND an extra special shout out to modern medicine. She's the real MVP here.
This year was also the year I fully decided to quit social media. I've deleted everything and the only account I now hold is a YouTube account. That's not really social media, right? Idk. Maybe it is since anyone can make public comments so technically social? Idk. I no longer plan on ever returning to the socials and I hope to encourage those around me and my children to drop social media all together. I think it's terrible for humans (in every way, shape, AND form) and we all should stand together corporate advertising. But what do I know, right??
LOL! That also reminds me, I've also completely given up on whatever the hell "streaming" has turned into. Remember using Netflix to watch old movies and shows? No ads and only 5 bucks a month! UGH, take me back!! I want DVDs back and I want ads to be regulated cause it's getting really silly at this point.
So that's where I stand as of today (12/17/25).
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I just want to say that you are not alone. I know life is really hard and being an adult is a total rip off! But you are not alone! If you need someone to talk to please, reach out for help.
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Happy New year, everyone!
I hope this is our best year yet. I know the world is really difficult to live in right now (nothing feels real), but we can do it! I think if we could all act more like community instead of competition, I think the world would be a far better place. Be kind, spread love, and keep people accountable.
See you next. year!
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